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Name: Brandon
Country: United States
State: Georgia
Metro: Macon
Birthday: 11/1/1983
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Monday, May 08, 2006

home sweet home

i've always been a believer of the saying, "you never know what you had until it's gone..." with that in mind: I finally got the chance to go back home to GA and visit my best friends as well as my family; it was amazing. I try to stay in touch with the ones i love, but because of my hectic schedule it doesn't permit to do so. I left late Thursday night/Friday morning and arrived in Milledgeville on Friday around 11am. I met my best friend, Jonathan, in the library and Marquita soon followed. It was so good to be back together...laughing, talking loud, and just enjoying one another's company. I miss that. I know without a doubt that I have the bestest friends in the world. We all have been through so much, and yet we are still closer than ever. Of course i went home because I missed them all, but the main reason was to go and see them graduate from college. That was a thrill all in one. It was so good to see my friends accomplish such an achievment.  All three of my best friends graduated (Jonathan, Johnathan and Marquita). My friend Jaronda also graduated on Friday with her masters. It was just a weekend filled with many achievments.

The wkend was just so much fun. i got to catch up with my friends in person as well as see lots of others from college. I went home on Sunday and spent time with mommy as well as my girl Sonya. I never realized how much my friends and i were so much a like, especially that damn Jonathan. Now that boy is a trip. He and I can start a sentence and without even finishing the other person already knows what's about to be said. it's weird, but true. I am just so grateful for having such wonderful people in my life; i know that we will always be friends...if not...i'ma hurt some damn body. LOL


Friday, March 31, 2006

it's been a while...

i guess has it has been a while since i last posted a blog. being down here in Orlando is tons of fun, yet it takes up tons of your time and energy to be a Disney Cast Member. The hours are crazy, and the guests are even crazier. You'd be surprised how stupid people are, but i'm sure we all have some sense or another about that. Anyhow, i am enjoying myself down here. I miss all of you guys back home, and I cannot wait to come visit all of my friends soon. Though i'm meeting some cool people, you guys are never going to be replaced. It is getting into our peek season down here, so i'm about to be working some mad hours. F%$K, can't I just be pretty and get paid for smiling all day?!? Besides work, there's nothing new with me. My love life is going pretty well. I'm currently dating an older guy; don't ask how much older b/c it's none of your bizness. hehe. HE'S SO SWEET, AND SMART, AND FUNNY, AND INTELLIGENT, ATHLETIC, ATTRACTIVE, oh...and did i mention he was big...as in he's 6'6?! Now what were you guys thinking I was talking about. I know it may not last long, considering the fact that i'll be moving back in August to GA, and he has his life established in FL, but for the time being he/it is great. I'm currently living a fairytale life in a beautiful city.

that's about it for me, what's going on with you guys...


Sunday, January 29, 2006

So i finally made it down here to Orlando, FL!!! It is so nice down here; the people are so friendly and there are so many beautiful people, male and female, walking around. I moved into my apartment on Wednesday morning around 9am. There are six (6) of us living in this one spacious apartment. Sounds like it's cramped and not cool, but trust me it is. My roomates are so damn cool. They come from many of the northern states such as New Jersey and Virginia, but I also have one from Texas. I'm not going to lie by saying that I wasn't nervous about moving in with guys i didn't know, b/c I was. There isn't a stranger in sight b/c everyone is so friendly. Anyhow, Wednesday night we all went out to dinner and clubbing....that's when i told my roomates I was gay. It just fit into a conversation that we had. One of my roomates stated that he was upset b/c he didn't have a gay roomate, considering how Walt Disney World is crawling with gay people as well as gay friendly cast members. Well i raised my hand to tell them all that I was. It was in a joking manner. Neither of my roomates have treated me any differently, instead they are even cooler now than ever. Since then we have been clubbing, going around mingling, and just hanging out. I am looking forward to these 7mths ahead, but i do miss my Georgia friends. Oh, one thing I have to get used to is waking up at like 5:30 in the morning. That's what time we had to get up on Friday for a 5hr class. I was about to die in there. I don't start working til Monday so i'm excited; i just don't know if i'll be able to deal with wearing such a hott costume in such weather. Anyhow, you guys need to come down to Magic Kingdom and see me. I miss you all.


Monday, January 09, 2006

sitting at home can be the most boring thing a person has to do, that is when you're waiting around for a certain date to occur. I'm back home in Augusta, bored outta my mind. My friends started classes today whereas i just slept in. It's going to be some time before I have to set the alarm and wake up to go to class now. I don't leave for Disney til the 24th, so until then i'm just going to relax and catch up on some reading...or so i say. I already miss all of my friends, especially my girls/boys Jonathan, Marquita and Johnathan. We were all just so close, and it's different (in a bad way) when you don't have the chance to see and hang out with them on a daily basis. I just hope that this opportunity don't change our relationship. I'll be gone til midAugust, and though our relationships are strong, there is still so much that can change in the course of some months. Hopefully this will not be the case. I plan on going down to M'ville this Thursday to get my party on and hang out one last time before I leave.

Another thing that is bothering me is that my three close friends will all be graduating this Spring, in May. Therefore, I will not be able to hang out with them even when i come back from doing my intern. That part is what sucks more. I could see if there was going to be another semester together, but it's not. I will be graduating a semester late because of this opportunity. I am not regretful because of this, in fact i am so excited. I needed to get away from the close-minded city of Milledgeville, and this is my opportunity. I plan on living life to the fullest while i'm down there and taking on many more opportunities and advantages that will be given to me while i'm there. So keep your fingers crossed for me b/c I am going to be a star. LOL....i'm serious.

I do wish you guys all the best this Spring semester, and you better not forget about me. I love you guys so much; i'm going to be down in Orlando laughing at all those crazy times and conversations that we've shared during the semester.

New Years Resolution: I plan to stay (or get more) physically fit. I'm a vegetarian, but my eating has not always been the best, so i plan on eating more healthy. Most of all...i plan on living for me. This is a new year, and it's going to be a new and better me. I wish you all the best this year, and hopefully all of your dreams will come true.


Sunday, December 18, 2005

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Destiny Fulfilled
By Destiny's Child
I'm thru with love
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so it's a quarter til 4am eastern time and i'm awake is if it's still the afternoon. Reason being...i just ended a part of my life that i used to think was so special. A part that i felt i would never be without. This was the feeling of love that i had for someone else. Until about 30mins ago, i still had this feeling, and as of now i'm more confused than ever. After 4+ years of being in "love" with this guy I finally told myself that i cannot go on feeling like this anymore. One may assume that I am just ending a serious relationship, but truth be told, I was never in a relationship with this person. I ONLY LOVED HIM, and that love was not returned in any other way. It's hard to say that you are in love with someone, especially if it's not mutual. Some may even say that it's not love. I however beg to differ. I know from the consistency of tears that have run down my face numeruous nights, the strong pain i've felt in my stomach, and the countless nights i've been up awake in bed til sun rise....all times of which i've been thinking about Love. Love has taken me on emotional roller coster, but now that ride has stopped. Of course i'm still going to remember those fun times that we shared, but that's all in the past now. Love is no more. Love is gone. Love is the past. As of next year I will be in a new city, starting a new part of my life, with new people. So will I meet a different love? who knows?! Right now i don't think that i can deal with the toll that Love has taken on me to give in to finding a different love. It's hard when you have so many other things going on in life, but when you have to deal with love as well it seems unbearable. I know that many may think that their love is the best, but I myself don't believe in it anymore. I used to feel that way. I was in a fairy tale land whereas i thought my Love and I would some day end up together and live happily ever after. Hell, i guess that played out in a "Cinderalla Story." I don't want to sound as if i'm pouting or anything because there has been so much that I have learned from Love. I now know how to love. I not only know how to love other people, but i know how to love myself, and that's what makes me thankful. I can now move on to welcome what else may be coming my way. There will be no more rejections to the opportunities that present themselves, just because i'm waiting for Love to come around. I am now free. I'm free of waiting. I'm free of Love. My words to everyone is to not hold back. Approach the world with open arms, and hopefully one day you will experience love...just not my Love. There will be times when you feel as if you can't do it anymore, but because of those encouraging friends you will continue on. Don't let my failure at this love get you down. I'm now able to move on and find a love of my own. I know Love has found there's and I wish him the best. We always learn from those most troubled times. It's what makes us stronger and give us character I will always love Love, however I will no longer be in love with Love.



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